Paramedic Cowboys

 

Constantly giving command performances of arrested development.

Went to get some air. The earth’s turning is not audible.

Eyes on the prize, but the gift gets stuck in my head.

 
Cut myself some slack. Retire early. Go right on sleeping.

A firm mattress makes me hungry. A stay-at-home mom

understands living in another age.
 
 
Hard choices are a menace to society. For old time’s sake,

thorazine and pantsuits. The tuna casserole needs a minute.

I believe you are here in the southern village.
 
 
A pigsty outside the box. Traveler’s checks and a full tank of gas

in an honored Ford truck. A river without a bridge. Overreacting

to unexpected houseguests.
 
 
I was afraid to tell you my mother was born in a one-horse shit hole.

A Shakespearean intermission that tickles your fancy. Prolonged exposure

to the full extent of the law.
 

Kathamann has been active in New Mexico’s art community for over thirty years, exhibiting in juried, group and one-person shows. She received her B.A. in Visual Arts, cum laude, at the College of Santa Fe. She has also studied with Helen Frankenthaler, John Chamberlain, and Beverly Pepper at the Santa Fe Art Institute. Jorge Fick, a noted modern painter, was her painting mentor. Mishell Karma Gaia, a 1973 Karmann Ghia, an art car created by Kathamann was inducted into the Houston Art Car Museum in 2007. Photos of Mishell have appeared in numerous publications,including Raw Vision, the world’s leading journal of outsider art, and The People’s Paper of Beijing. Kathamann is a retired registered nurse and Peace Corps Volunteer in Afghanistan.

http://internet.cybermesa.com/~kathamann/

Arcanist Probation

leery they are of exalted labels, honorifics

the label divides, limits

for they who are broken have a choice

live or die; get up or stay down; grow or shrivel

 

those who heed the call

who heed their dreams

who heed the signs

who heed the writing on the wall

 

step forward and take command of yourself

step forward and live up to your potential

step forward and show your strength

 

exclusive, by invitation only

will you accept, not knowing what’s on the other side of the gate?

not knowing what you’ll find when you look inside yourself?

not knowing what they will find when they see you?

not knowing how limitless you can be?

 

invitations scattered across the cosmos

clues, twinges, glitches, ordinary only to the unordinary, the contrary

signs both subtle and gross

only those with eyes will see

only those with fingers will touch

only those of mind will know

 

a character recognition, both symbolic and personal

the symbol who is the person

the person who is the symbol

pointing to a container of utmost divinity

 

here, all are related through a knowledge considered profane

merely esoteric, merely nameless

one from ten and two from a hundred

not understanding that which is only hinted at

things naturally fall into place, clicking, the honing of tools:

seeing, dreaming, feeling, knowing

 

system of checks and balances

invention balanced by discovery

creation balanced by reason

creation checked by the consensus

escape checked by conviction

lifting checked by gravity

imagination checked by the brutal truth

 

they are the children

they are the fathers and mothers

they are the tricksters and the teachers

they are wise old hermits and the mad fools living under a bridge

they are warriors and they are cowards

they are everyman

they shout the unintelligible from the rooftops

they howl at the moon and they check its astronomical measurements

yearning for when it casts shadows of trees in the ubiquitous forest

 

the world’s shadow is where you will find them

their acknowledgement can direct thy path

producing a watershed moment

they are tangible

they are here and now

they hide in plain sight

they do out of necessity

they do out of whim

 

out of discord among them, diversities grew

motives from the selfish to the selfless

their connection bled

only with clarity seeing them as one

frivolousness of purpose degenerates things to their atomic form

once whole, now estranged, split

they divided themselves, they conquered themselves

lost and scattered they are

hidden as gems in the sand; hidden from each other

isolated

hiding from themselves, lying to themselves

a defense against the great fear of unleashing themselves without inhibition

without regret

 

from one there are two from two there are ten

from ten there are hundreds

the two reflect each other

an infinite sequence of nested mirrors polishing each other, preparing

the ten are neophyte to Zelator

to lord of the portal to Adeptus Exemptus to Ipsissimus.

the hundreds are one

the one is hundreds

 

a multitude forming their own consensus to unleash creation

those of arcane force gather

the ocean becomes the drops the drops become the ocean

immortal rites opening the gates

rising through the spheres.

Brian Tenneson lives in small-town USA where he spends his time practicing word smithing, researching math problems, and playing music.

The Night Is Thirsty With Sirens

The mind is like a TV set – when it goes blank
it’s a good idea to turn off the sound
-Ernie Kovacs

I’m drinking with somebody’s daughter
And it’s the seacoast pull of alcohol
Again. A female singer {she’s somebody’s
Daughter too} is pulled by keyboard-cool
Sentimental magnets in this intimate club.

If a lady in the Los Altos hills were here
With her daughters, I know they’d want
To soft shoe the carpet in opposition to all
Those whose feet feel more secure
Stomping in crowd-clotted concert halls
Where there is no music anymore.

But, now, my business must involve these
Encounters with daughters: I believe it has
A lot to do with ambitious working girls,
Also vivified on San Francisco’s West side by
Camille’s baby daughter Tara {today, named
Thumbelina)}in highchair swatting muffins: her
Spoon charting the air like dark Chaucer. Not
That her parents haven’t been without the
College English ivory tower blocks of opposition.

I am, however, talking about Tara draining her
Eyes with tantrum, turning into an immature
Replica of this Santa Monica secretary who’s
Dabbing mascara drips, now, from deeps of
Nagging nightclub blues.

All this is remarkably receptive by my memorial
Radar: Tara’s mother filling sink with dishwater,
While the window on Page Street becomes this
Drunken pane of moonish light: and when the
Little girl klops her dessert into a cup and tries
To drink a cookie, and failing, finally, offering it
To me to fail, as I always do, too, the solid stuff

{Daughters and men have these moments in
Common} so much so that when Camille says:
“Did You know it’s the Solstice?” I can’t tell if
that’s a cosmological excuse or a weather report.

Nevertheless, now, back here, in smoky piano
Bar, a personified jet lag nags at me: her voice
Clanking like a cashregister: her blank mind
Linking with an urban incursion of ambulance
Chasers. And she pulls at her highball glass as
Though she were swallowing her mother’s
Bel-Air antique pride.

Outside, the night is thirsty with sirens.

Michael C. Ford has been publishing steadily, since 1970, and credited with 23 volumes of print. He’s been featured on 13 spoken word recordings, that include 6 solo documents, since 1984. He received a Grammy nomination in 1986 and earned a Pulitzer nomination in 1998. A 2012 poetry and photography project marks the author’s 5th volume of work published by ION DRIVE. For earlier titles plus critical and biographic commentary, please, visit www.iondrivepublsihing.com

Aunt Agatha

The Winter-clad poplars carried their children,
The Leaves,
In their arms,
Escorting them to the grave,
As they marched in the howling breeze,
Limbs writhing in misery,
As they hurled them bodily amongst the nearby tombs,
Where they gathered,
Unburied and still; brown and shriveled,
Forgotten and alone.

So like that Winter grove,
We, too marched, in solemn procession,
As the thick leaves gathered round,
As if bearing witness to our sorrow,
As if to speak the truths of our souls by declaring,
See! We are here to testify to your sorrow.
For we have already departed from our mother Earth,
And have gone forth to join her in anguish.

Snow began to lightly fall,
And, somewhere, a mockingbird shrilly sang its piercing, tuneless song,
As Winter began Death’s slow seasonal concerto of remorse.
As the concert commenced,
The tombstones leaned, gray-faced, forward in their seats in the earth,
Intent on each rattling tone as it shrilly lept out of Winter’s throat.
The music cursed the air with the cacophony of the Wind,
And its incessant howling.

As the grave rite commenced,
We gathered closely round the coffin and waited.
And waited, still, long after the rite had completed.

Without, the leaves thickly fell upon the Winter ground,
As the snow began to pile into thick drifts amongst the tombs.

In the distance a slow baying began to arise in the chill air,
Then, more.

We wheeled the coffin of Aunt Agatha outside and waited,
Perhaps the prayers would work; perhaps not.

The coffin was suddenly thrust open in one violent burst,
As a snout-nosed beast bolted forth out of the velvet cloth within,
Bolting forward into the snow to flee through the poplars beyond into the heavy woods,
Where the heavily burdened poplars yet bore their children, the leaves, to the grave,
Uncertain of their own fate in this weary world,
Yet certain of Death’s renewal and its hideous cycle,
And, as the leaves fell,
Aunt Agatha rolled amongst them with blasphemed merriment,
Mocking Death and Life in one profane, instinctual act.
The trees looked on in horrified dismay as Death bared Her Jaws and bayed.

John Timothy Carney is a published horror writer and poet as well as Ragtime Piano composer. He was born on December 13th 1960 in San Francisco, CA and was raised across the bay in Castro Valley, CA. He studied music as a child in the late sixties and later in the late seventies under another music teacher by the name of Edith Ryan. He attended high school at Moreau Catholic High School from which he graduated in 1979. He then went on to study music at the University of Pacific in Stockton, CA and graduated in 1985 with a BA degree in Liberal Arts. His ragtime works are available on scoreexchange.com as well as last.fm. and can be accessed by conducting a search under his name under the subject of Ragtime. His horror works have appeared on numerous occassions in the archives of The Horror Zine, edited by Jeani Rector, most recently in the April 2012 edition of the same as well as in Death Head Grin among other e-zines. His work will be published in Death Head Grin’s upcoming e-book available in June 2012 with a work of sonnet poetry in the horror genre entitled The Tomb of Azathoth.
http://www.jtimcarney510.com/

James Potter has been an art director and creative director. He started out doing his own story boards for commercials which led to doing his own illustrations. James has long been interested in the sci-fi and horror genres.

http://horrificartofjp.tumblr.com

Trip to Pollardstown
 

In a rare meadow

there is music and dancing still,

each species at the crossroads

strumming and drumming

for all they are worth,

beating out life’s pulse;

the grasshopper’s

percussion of wings

against legs scoured

with microscopic pegs

sets a rhythm

to beat the band –

while along the wetlands

on and below the surface,

water boatmen

lonesome perhaps

stridulate

their moog swings,

whirligigs spin revolutions –

beetles and bugs

of all persuasions:

making diminutive

voices heard,

relative to size

the loudest animals on Earth.

 

These secret raves can go on for hours

lifetimes, aeons –

Gatecrash the party?

keep your nose to the wind

and ear to the ground.

C Pete Mullineaux – Sept. 2012

Pete Mullineaux lives in Galway, Ireland. He has published three collections: Zen Traffic Lights, (Lapwing 2005) A Father’s Day (Salmon Poetry 2008) and Session (Salmon 2011.) He has been anthologised widely in Ireland, UK and the US including the prestigious Poetry Daily website and about.com/poetry.

mountain medicine

on the road again
through the mountain pass,
I have travelled
in this wild landscape
a thousand times.

so many questions distil into one
– how do I belong?

a familiar sinking feeling
invites me
to meet it
and I do.

inside its empty centre
a presence is pulsing,

– stay quiet
mountains are speaking
of their silent power,
dignified in solitude
belonging wholly to themselves.

Sinéad McAteer is a Registered Polarity Therapist and the author of ‘Firesong‘, a collection of poetry available at: http://firesong.mwipublishing.com/.
To read some of her articles on Polarity Therapy, visit: http://www.siomha.com/articles/index.html. Sinéad works with people in the spirit of compassion and humour to restore a natural state of harmony and power.

Rise, Awake and Sing

“Your dead shall live, their corpses shall rise; awake and sing, you who lie in the dust”
(Isaiah 26:19)

A medieval town where nothing stands straight,
where Kafka sat, slept, ate. Where time
reads backwards on a Hebrew clock and a Golem
waits in an attic for the electric shock of life.
Eight hundred years, a thriving ghetto:
yellow hats, yellow circles, yellow stars;
a child’s cut-out of betrayal.

My G-d the soul you have placed in me is pure.

A shul, a great gravestone, vacant,
unused; the winter sun reflects
off the ceiling’s vault. The wall’s hue
up close becomes something new,
letters, black and red: names:
in Moravia, listed by town,
in Bohemia, by province,
dates of birth and death, a wallpaper
tattoo, back to back, names stacked—
a ladder of names—
eighty thousand dead.

You created it; you have formed it; you have breathed it into me.

On the eastern wall:
Emil (b. 1868-d.1942) straightens
his tie. Berta (b.1874-d.1942) turns,
lights the flame, knowing
warmth fills the house night and day.

On the west:
Hedvika (b. 1914-d.1942) steps
into her pumps, sets her hat,
makes her way to the train.

On the southern wall
with the sun’s glance upon them:
Karolina (b. 1932-d.1942) skipping rope.
Oskar (b. 1930-d.1943), a stick, an old wheel,
a downward slope—

You preserve it within me; You will take it from me,

Trying to be Hapsburgs; German impeccable.
Heads high past the guard, one thousand
at a time, boarding trains with favorite dolls,
candlesticks, a bedroll. Delivered
to Terezin, where no one was allowed
to outgrow their shoes. Through
the Schleuse. On the other side
everything removed but a ration card.

Later, on Auschwitz trains, their prayer
is for a bite of bread when they arrive.
Instead stripped, shaved, showers
of foul air. No survivors–only ashes
at the bottom of the Vistula River.

and restore it to me in the hereafter….

You, who line these walls, you are the dry bones,
the flesh formed around the original egg,
the porous souls,
the pure water poured that swept us home,

the bridge between the grave
and the land, ashes fused into rocky
soil, hills that ascend
like milkfat breasts. Your arms, the towns

that hold us; your smiles the rivers
that spring forth, spill over, fall with laughter.
You are the kibbutz fence at night;
your hearts the iron that guards us.

Karolina, Oskar, you fill the schools and parks
while Hedvika sips coffee at the café.

Emil is on his way to shul, as thousands
of Bertas cover their hair at the siren’s sound,

strike the match, draw in the holy
flame and bless the Shabbat candles.

Blessed are You, O Hashem, who restores the souls of the dead.

Rachel Heimowitz is an emerging poet living in Israel. Her poems have appeared in Silent Revelations, Bare Hands Poetry, Shot Glass Journal and Poetica and soon in Poetry Quarterly. Rachel will begin her MFA studies at Pacific University in January 2013.

Natural Love

Natural Love does not ask you to be perfect
Natural Love asks you only to look on another with kindness
To look through the eyes of an osprey catching fish, or a bear in sleepy preparation for hibernation, or to wait with the lodge-pole pine for fifty years for a fire hot enough to release its seeds to the earth

Natural Love does not ask you to be right
Natural Love asks only that you release your clutching hands around the throat of your life and open your fingers to let go of regret and disappointment
To smile like the wolves of your dreams running across the desert past the skeletons of worry and not good enough

Natural Love does not ask you to win
Natural Love asks you only to see with your heart, softly,
with the moonlight in your hair and dandelions at your feet

© Mary Lou Newmark 2011

Mary Lou Newmark is an electric violinist, composer, and poet living in Los Angeles, California. As an artist of both music and words, Ms. Newmark continues to expand her creativity to include works for theater that combine the performing arts to explore social issues. Although a published poet, Mary Lou’s poems are most often experienced aurally as part of her music compositions and theater works. She has also collaborated with other musicians as a lyricist and spoken word artist. The Los Angeles Times described her as “Laurie Anderson on a good hair day, but aiming more at emotions than intellect.”
For more information, videos, poetry and music visit her website: http://www.greenangelmusic.com

Muse,

so beautiful without trying
all women resemble you

and no woman does.

You jog by and my tight words
can’t hold you.

Have mercy : stop.

Fill this silent page:
run in the sound of my voice

2012

Muse,

si belle, sans chercher à l’être
toutes les femmes te ressemblent

et aucune femme ne t’égale.

Tu fais du jogging et mes paroles étroites
ne savent pas te retenir.

Aie pitié: arrête.

Remplis cette page vierge:
cours au long de ma voix.

2012: Traduction: Françoise Parouty

 

Sanford Fraser was born in Boston in 1932 and began writing poetry at the age of fifty in New York City where he now lives. He has a been a student of painting in Paris and a social worker in New York. He has an A.B. degree in literature from Wesleyan University and a Ph.D. degree in art education from New York University. His book of poems, “Tourist”, was published by New York Quarterly Books in 2009, and his bilingual book of poems, “Among Strangers I’ve Known All My Life/ Parmi les Étrangers Que J’ai Connus Toute Ma Vie”, was published by Tarabuste Editions in France in 2007. Numerous magazines here and in France publish his poems.
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Sanford Fraser est né à Boston en 1932 et il a commencé à écrire des poèmes à l’âge de cinquante ans à New York où il vit actuellement. Il a passé un été à Paris à l’époque où il faisait des études de peinture. Par la suite, il a travaillé dans les services sociaux de la ville de New York. Il est titulaire d’une licence en littérature de l’Université Wesleyan et d’un doctorat en éducation artistique de l’Université de New York. Son livre de poèmes intitulé “Touriste” a été publié par New York Quarterly Books en 2009. “Parmi les Étrangers Que J’ai Connus Toute Ma Vie”, son premier livre de poèmes, a été publié en France par les Éditions Tarabuste en 2007 dans une édition bilingue. De nombreux magazines ont publié ses poèmes aux Etats-Unis et en
France.

http://www.sanfordfraser.com/