“Buckle Box” (Prose by Trent Zelazny)

BUCKLE BOX

Deacon sat in the waiting room pretending to read a magazine as the clock ticked and tocked on the wall overhead.  He looked at the words and looked at the pictures but none of them actually entered his mind.  His attention was on the door and the room that was behind it.  The door with the nameplate saying J.C. Braddock, the name of the man who owned the building and the company within it and who also owned Deacon, in a manner of speaking.

When Mike Dominguez found him twenty minutes earlier, he said that Braddock wanted to see him.  Deacon knew it couldn’t be good.  The boss hardly ever called him into the office.  The few times he had in the past, he had yelled and thrown things.  So Deacon wasn’t too keen on going inside.

He’d been sitting here fifteen minutes already.  Just long enough to wonder and worry and let his thoughts run away.  There were no windows in the waiting room, nor were there any pictures hung, and the clock on the wall was like no other clock.  Its ticks and its tocks were a mechanical pulse pumping perpetual pangs to his heart.

The door opened.  It was Dominguez.

“C’mon in, Deacon.”

Deacon folded the magazine and set it aside.  He got up and followed Mike into where J.C. Braddock, thin, sallow and balding, with a glass of brown liquid trembling in his hand, sat behind his desk, looking just like he always looked.

“Have a seat, Deacon.  Right there is fine.”

Deacon sat in one of the two puffy chairs.  Mike sat down in the other.  The office was much nicer than the waiting room.  There were colors in here, things on shelves and windows with sunlight.  It was nice to be here after being where he was, and Braddock’s ashen face showed no signs of yelling.

“How have things been?”  He sipped his brown liquid.

“Good as good can be.”

“That’s good, that’s good.”  He drank more liquid.  “You still like what you do?”

“Sure.”

“You’re not tired of Illusion Aerosol yet?”

“Not enough that anyone would notice.”

Braddock smiled.  His teeth were yellow.  The two had known each other since school days.  They’d never been friends and never cared to be.  At a high school party they’d had a drunken brawl and Deacon had won but suffered concussion.  He still had minor problems with movement at times, and occasionally his mind struggled.

J.C. had married into money.  His wife had inherited the family business.

Mopping floors was all Deacon knew how to do.

J.C. Braddock gave Deacon his job.

In a manner of speaking, Braddock owned Deacon.

Braddock pushed back from his desk just enough to give room, then bent and lowered and came back up and when he did he held a box and he placed it on his desk.

“Today’s a special day, Deacon.  Do you know what today is?”

“No, sir, I don’t.”

“It’s my tenth anniversary.”

“Congratulations.”

“Ten years today I’ve been married to my wife.  You were married once, weren’t you?”

“Yes, sir.”

“And what happened?”

“She died.”

“That’s right, yes, I’m sorry.”  He took another sip and looked at Mike Dominguez, who was sitting there quietly.  “Anyway, I’ve been planning things all week.  Different kinds of things to celebrate this day, you know?”  He pointed at the box he’d put on the desk.  “This is one of the things I’ve planned.  It’s a gift, one of many, but this one is extra special.”  He lifted a lid on a different box and took out a cigar and put it in his mouth.  He struggled with a match.  “You run errands for me from time to time, don’t you?”

“I have in the past.”

“That’s fine, just fine.”  He puffed up smoke and then changed the subject.  “Do you still sing?”

“I haven’t for a while.”

“I remember you having a great voice.”

“Thank you.”

“That was a long time ago, I know, I know.  You used to sing that old love song.  You remember the one?”

“‘How Deep is the Ocean’.”

“Yeah, that’s right.  That’s the one.  Man, you were as smooth as Sinatra.”

“Thank you.”

Braddock looked at Mike Dominguez again.  Dominguez sat with one leg crossed over the other.  Deacon kind of wondered why the guy was here at all.

Braddock puffed his cigar and then drank some drink.  He straightened up a little and smiled.

“I want you to run an errand for me, Deacon.  Can you do that?”

“Yes, sir.”

“It’s not a standard errand, mind you.  This one requires a little more instruction and a little… bravado.”

Deacon shifted his weight around in his chair.  “What would you like me to do?”

Braddock pointed to the box he’d placed on his desk.  “This box is a gift.  It’s a gift for my wife.  One of several anniversary gifts.”

“It’s a nice box.”

“Yes, the box is nice, but the gift is inside.”

“What is it?”

“I can’t tell you that.  I tell you what’s in it, you might let it slip.  Then it wouldn’t be a surprise, like I want it to be.  You see this here?”  He pointed to the box.  It was a small red leather box, about the size of a book; but what he pointed at was the feature on the box’s exterior.  A strap that crossed from the bottom to the top and on the top was a brass latch with a tiny keyhole.  “You can only open it if you have the key, but there’s a catch to the whole thing.  The box is useless, really.  The leather is fake and the wood underneath is mostly sawdust and wax.  I have the key right here in my pocket.  Thing is, the lock is set so it can only be opened once.  When the latch is undone, it’s broken forever.”

“You should take it back to wherever you got it.  Sounds like they gypped you.”

Braddock smiled at Deacon then smiled at Mike and then emptied the glass he’d been sipping at.  “No, I wasn’t gypped.  The box is made that way on purpose.”

“Seems a silly thing to make on purpose.”

Braddock kept on smiling and poured himself another drink.  Deacon didn’t see where the bottle had come from.  “All right, okay,” he said.  He drank and then crossed his arms and placed them on the desk.  “I’ll let you in on a bit of the secret.  Promise you won’t tell anyone?”

“I wouldn’t know anyone to tell.”

“Okay then.”  He leaned a bit closer.  “The box is sort of a gag gift, Deacon.  There’s a reason once it’s closed it can only open once.”

Deacon edged a bit closer and squinted at the box.

“You know those party poppers?  Those little plastic champagne bottles with confetti inside?”

“The kind where you pull the string and it shoots like a canon?”

“Exactly, yes.  This box here”—he nudged it a bit closer for Deacon’s benefit—“it’s a lot like one of those.  A little fancier, yeah, and instead of pulling a string you turn the key.  The bottom of the box stays in tact but the top explodes in a shower of flower petals and confetti.”  He slid the box across the desk.  “In the bottom part is a very special gift for my wife.”

“How’d you get it in there with all the confetti and stuff?”

“I had it specially made.”

Deacon moved closer and studied it.  It was impressive craftsmanship.

“It’s just about lunchtime,” Braddock continued.  “Would you like to make a hundred dollars on your break?”

“What, exactly, do you want me to do?”

“Just a simple errand.  My wife should be at home.  I thought it would be really romantic if you could deliver this box to her.”  He drank some more and put out his cigar.  “But I wonder if you could maybe do it sort of like, you know, a singing telegram.”

“Aren’t there places you can call that do that?  I don’t sing much no more.”

Braddock frowned.  “Well, sure, I could call someone, but I thought of you first.  Seems anytime I hear about you, you’re struggling.  I figured it could be a quick little side job to make some extra money.”

“Well then, thanks for thinking of me, I guess.”  Deacon had worked here fifteen years.  In that time he’d never gotten a raise unless the law required it.

“So how about it?  You can take off for lunch early.  Just go to my house and when my wife answers, you sing her that song you’re so good at singing…”

“‘How Deep is the Ocean’.”

“Yeah, you sing her that, and when her eyes are all teary and the song’s almost done, unlock the box and she’ll jump.  Then she’ll be showered in flowers and confetti and you can hand her the box so she can see her gift.”

“That’s really sweet,” Mike Dominguez said.

“Just remember when you give it to her,” Braddock went on, “tell her it’s a gift from her loving husband, and our special day has not even begun.  By the end she’ll be breathless.  Can you remember all that?”

Deacon repeated this last part and Braddock seemed satisfied.  Braddock reached into his pocket and took out a small key and a hundred-dollar bill.  He slid both across the desk, next to the box.

“Thanks, Deacon.  I knew I could count on you.  I can always count on you.”

Deacon stood up and put the key and the money in his pocket and picked up the box and made his way to the door.

“You can take a long lunch, if you like,” Braddock told him.  “Aw, hell, take the rest of the day off.  I really appreciate what you’re doing.”

“You’re welcome,” Deacon said.  “And thank you.”  He stepped out of the office and was back in the waiting room.  He could no longer hear the tick-tock of the clock.

Back inside the office Dominguez poured himself a drink while Braddock stared at the door.

“Asshole,” he said.

#

Outside the street was lined with other buildings.  People hurried this way and that, heading to lunch or on errands of their own.  Deacon moved among them with the box under his arm.  Cars, horns, footsteps and voices, all of it white noise at the highest decibel.

A hundred dollars.  That was real money.  He hadn’t made that much for doing so little ever in his whole life.  Cora would have been proud of him.  She would have smiled and kissed him and said what she always said.  She always told him he had the potential to be a polymath, if only he’d focus and worry less.  She always told him he could excel in anything if he’d just allow himself the chance to do it.  Like singing.  She always loved when he sang and he loved to sing, and people always told him how good he was.  When he had the nerve to do it.  He hoped he’d have the nerve today.  It wouldn’t be worth a hundred dollars to Braddock or anyone else if his worry grew up to fear and fluttered his heart and tremored his hands and rubbered legs.

But there was nothing to fear.  Braddock’s wife would be so surprised that she wouldn’t even be listening to him.  She’d know there was a song and that would be enough.  Her attention would really be on the fake red leather box that was tucked under his arm.  The box with the gag-gift lock on it.  The gag-gift buckle box.  He knew about the confetti and the flower petals, but wondered what the actual present was.

After ten minutes of walking the buildings thinned out.  Trees sprouted up and the sidewalks turned grass.  A dog barked from an enclosed yard, and Deacon stopped and put his hand in his pocket.  He double-checked that the key was still there.  It was, and so was the money Braddock had given him.  Satisfied, he continued walking.

A couple minutes later he arrived at the house.  He cleared his throat and tried to find the proper singing key and took out the box key and rang the doorbell.  He held the box out in both hands like an offering, then stood there, waiting.

No one came to the door.  After a time he rang the bell again.  He waited again, but nobody answered.  He sighed and tucked the box back under his arm.  The neighborhood was lovely and the day was stunning.  He rang the bell one more time and when no one answered, he walked to the street and thought what to do.  He didn’t want to let Braddock down.  If it wasn’t for Braddock he wouldn’t have a job.  Cora had been the moneymaker, but now she was gone and it was Braddock who helped him.  Maybe they never much got along, but Braddock could have let him rot.  He didn’t, though; he gave him a job, and when Cora died and he lost his home, Braddock gave him a home in the building’s basement.

Another waiting minute and he walked away.  The grass paved over and the trees shrank, and five minutes later the town was a town again.  All the time he walked he thought about things.  He remembered the man from years and years ago, who asked if he could record Deacon’s voice.  They stood in the man’s living room and the man played piano and Deacon sang along with it.  On a table between them had been a recorder, a little portable cassette player that picked up the piano and his voice, and played them both back as a song.

They didn’t much make tape recorders anymore.  On the other hand, it had been a long time since he’d bothered to look for one.  Around the next corner was a pharmacy and drugstore.  Deacon went in and found a few shelves of electronics.  To his surprise they carried a small black boom box with a CD player and cassette recorder.  They also had blank audiotapes.  Not very many, but he only needed one.  Both things together cost less than twenty dollars.  That was okay; he’d still made more than eighty for such a simple job.

He carried it all back to Braddock’s house and set everything down on the porch.  He rang the doorbell again and waited.  Just like before there was nobody home.  He put the buckle box aside and opened the recorder and opened one of the blank audiotapes.  There was a socket in the wall and he plugged the boom box in and then opened the cassette tray and put in the tape.  He looked around to make sure he was alone, then he pushed the button that began the recording.  He gave it a moment, counting in his head, and when the rhythm seemed right he began to sing.

It felt good to sing, and he sounded pretty good, at least to himself.  He closed his eyes and imagined he was singing to Cora.  He loved the way she looked, starry-eyed and smiling as he sang about love.  There was no fear for him then.  Only the music.  The soft gliding music.

When he came to the end he took a brief pause.  Then, keeping his voice in the tone of the music, he said the message Braddock told him to say.

He stopped the recorder and smiled.  He felt good about himself and what he’d just done.  When Braddock learned that his wife wasn’t home, he’d be impressed with the plan that Deacon had constructed.  He rewound the tape then set the stereo and the buckle box so Mr.s Braddock would see them but no one on the street could.  He put the little key on top of the buckle box, then gathered everything else and was about to walk away when Mrs. Braddock pulled into the driveway.

For a moment she seemed skeptical, but then she lit up like a low-watt bulb and said, “Is that you, Deacon?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“How are you?  What brings you here?”

He looked at the stereo, the box and the key.  The recording was useless now but that was all right.  Now he could do what he’d been asked to do, and this way he could also take the boom box with him.

“I’m afraid our timing didn’t quite mesh.  I understand today is your anniversary.”

“Oh, you were sent by J.C.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Isn’t he the best, and aren’t you a peach?”

“Thank you.  I’m supposed to surprise you with a special delivery.”

“You are too much.”  She wrinkled her nose and smiled.  “Tell you what.  I’ll go inside and then you ring the bell.  We’ll forget this part of our meeting ever happened.”

“All right, sounds good.”

Mrs. Braddock went to the front door.  As she unlocked it, she saw the stereo and the buckle box.  Her eyebrows were question marks and she pointed and smiled.

Deacon nodded.

“Too much,” she said, then went inside.

Deacon cleared his throat and found his pitch.  Then he picked up the box, pinched the key between his fingers, and rang the doorbell.

A moment went by and she opened the door and the moment she did he began to sing.  Her face lit up again.  Tears filled her eyes.  She clasped her hands with joy in front of her.

Deacon watched her as he sang, and the more he watched her the more she looked like Cora.  He loved the way she looked, starry-eyed and smiling as he sang about love.  His dear wife, Dear Cora.  There was no fear for him.  There was only music.  With his Cora there was never anything but music.  The soft and gliding, passionate music.

She stepped back and he stepped in.  The distance between them closed.  They stood in the foyer and the door drifted shut.  The foyer was small but they both still had room.  He held up the box like a man holds a ring.  He held it as if he were proposing again, asking Mrs. Braddock, asking Cora to spend her life with him.

He slid the key in the slot and finished the song.  She was starry-eyed and smiling and he turned the key.  There was a pop, like opening champagne.  The top of the box exploded, just like Braddock said it would.  But there weren’t any flower petals.  There wasn’t confetti.  There was a bitter-almond smell that came fast and hard.  The sight of Mrs. Braddock gasping for air and collapsing in seizures.  His own heart and breathing and nerves went berserk.  Weak and confused and sick to his stomach, he fell down, too, twitching beside her.  And then he wasn’t breathing, and everything went black, and then he passed out.

#

J.C. Braddock was plenty drunk.  He usually was by this time of day.  For the past few hours he’d gone over his story again and again.  Drunk or sober, he could repeat it backwards.

He had sent Dominguez to the store for another bottle.  The one he had was nearly gone.  Now, at least, it should all be over.  That needy bitch should be gone from the earth.  Ten years to the day and now he could breathe.  And good riddance Deacon, half-wit bastard.  Two birds with one stone, in a manner of speaking.  He knew how they both acted and knew what they’d do.  She was a backer, he was a pacer, and the front door never stayed open on its own.  Just stick to the story and go through the motions, and then he could enjoy life once again.  And this time he could enjoy it with money not attached by strings.

Someone knocked at the door.  Dominguez with his bottle.

“Yeah, come in.”

But it wasn’t Dominguez.  It was three men who entered.  One wore a suit.  The others wore uniforms.

“Jason Carl Braddock?” the suited man asked.

Petals of ice opened up in his stomach.  “Yes?”

“Would you come with us, please?”

“Why?  What’s going on?”

One of the uniformed men walked around the desk with handcuffs.

“You’re being charged with the double murder of your wife and Deacon Jennings.”

“What?”  Never in a delirious nightmare had words sounded more savage.  This one direct statement contained more hell than the dark forms and faces that broke him apart each and every night at bedtime for the last ten years.  “Impossible.”  He looked back and forth at the expressionless faces.  “There’s some kind of mistake,” he said, metal clicking around his wrists.  “There’s gotta be a mistake.  This is nuts.  I’m sure whatever’s going on, there’s a simple explanation.”

“Agreed,” the suited man said.

When they put him in a squad car he saw Dominguez in another.  On the way to the station he rearranged his story to fit it with the unexpected turn, but the story fell apart before it even got started.  He was able to argue that anyone from the company could have obtained the hydrogen cyanide, and sure, Dominguez was the chief mechanical product engineer.  He could have certainly rigged up a box to trigger and release that amount of gas.  Yes, even at a concentration of 3500 PPM.  Anyone in the company could have done it.  Hell, Deacon could have done it.

“The janitor?”

“Well, you tell me.  He was there.”

“Yes, he was.”  The suited man nodded at the one-sided mirror.  Then the door opened and an officer came in carrying a black boom box.

“What’s all this?”

“A voice from beyond,” the suited man said, then nodded to the officer, who plugged in the stereo and pressed play on the tape deck.

There was the sound of a throat clearing, then a voice like an amateur Sinatra began to sing “How Deep is the Ocean,” and the room became full of watchful intentness.

Braddock sat, unmoved, for the entire length of the song, guilt shrieking out in the form of sweat.  With all eyes on him, all ears on the music, his heart rate increased and his hands started shaking, until, finally, the song came to an end.

“This is insane,” Braddock said.

“Wait,” the suited man told him.  “There’s more.”

A couple seconds of audio hiss slithered throughout the room, turning the stuffiness to a noxious gas.  Then, in a sweet and sonorous voice, Deacon spoke again from the past.

“Hello, Mrs. Braddock, this is Deacon Jennings.  I work for your husband, and he asked me to bring you this delivery of love.  Your not being here kind of spoils it a little, but he’d asked me to sing you that song, and to present you with this gift, which I will leave here with this stereo and recording.  I can get the stereo later, or you can keep it, I guess, if you want.  He said it’s a gift to you from your loving husband, and your special day has not yet even begun.  By the end, he hopes to leave you breathless.  Gosh, heh, I lost my wife.  You’re lucky, Mrs. Braddock.  You’re lucky to have someone love you so much.  This key here I’m leaving.  It goes to the little latch.  Be careful when you use it.  Your husband said the box could only be opened once.”

Braddock drew a breath and closed his eyes.

“Asshole,” he said to himself.

Trent Zelazny is the Nightmare Award-winning author of To Sleep Gently, Fractal Despondency, Shadowboxer, The Day the Leash Gave Way and Other Stories, Destination Unknown, A Crack in Melancholy Time, Butterfly Potion, and the soon to be released Too Late to Call Texas. He was born in Santa Fe, New Mexico, and has lived in California, Oregon, Arizona, and Florida. He is currently back in Santa Fe. He also loves NBA basketball.

“Wounded and Extraordinary” (Art & Poem by Guy Kettelhack)

WOUNDED AND EXTRAORDINARY

All of us are wounded and extraordinary –
carried to our fates
as if by serviceable beasts

who mostly can be counted on to tend us:
conscientious porters sweeping, turning on
the lights, generally putting things to rights.

Unsuspecting days and unexamined nights
become our fare until, perhaps responding
to some small involuntary dare,

we disappear – no longer
here or there: replaced by space.
It isn’t terrible that we don’t leave a trace.

Guy Kettelhack has authored, co-authored or contributed to more than 30 nonfiction books (google on him for most of the full appalling panoply). His poetry has appeared in over 25 print and online journals, including Van Gogh’s Ear, Melic Review, New Pleiades, Malleable Jangle, WORM 33, Das Alchymist Poetry Review, the PK list, The Rose & Thorn, Heretics & Half-Lives, Desert Moon Review, Hiss Quarterly, Juked, Anon, Umbrella Journal, Mississippi Crow and The Chimaera. Several of his poems have placed in the IBPC competition over the past few years. In April 2009 he began wedding his drawings to his poems – producing roughly one hybrid enterprise a day. Guy Kettelhack has the abundant good fortune to live in the city of his heart: Manhattan.

VAN GOGH’S EAR: VOLUME 9 (Submission Guidelines)

Founded by Ian Ayres, Van Gogh’s Ear: Best World Poetry, Prose & Art is an annual anthology series devoted to publishing powerful works by major voices and innovative new talents from around the globe. The goal of Van Gogh’s Ear is to make each volume stir people’s emotions and ignite their imaginations. Experimental work is warmly embraced. Taboos extremely encouraged. The more daring, the better. “INTENSITY” is the key. Without affiliation with specific movements or schools of poetry/prose/art, we seek only to publish the best work being created. We’re open to all styles. We never limit anyone in any way whatsoever. We believe that by limiting others, we’d be limiting ourselves. Therefore, we equally embrace work that shows mastery of versification alongside wild work inspired by Rimbaud’s “derangement of all the senses.” We not only encourage the exploration of every possible approach to poetry, creative writing and all forms of art (tattoos, graffiti, videos, etc), but going beyond anything yet imagined. And we are very open to poets, writers and artists of all kinds who haven’t been published before. Being published isn’t as important as the work itself. Submissions should be accompanied by permission to publish the work(s) in Van Gogh’s Ear, a brief bio of up to 120 words, and a photo would be cool. Submit up to 6 poems or 2 prose pieces or several works of art at a time. Poem length shouldn’t be more than 165 lines and prose length no more than 1,500 words. Previously published work is okay if awesome. 
Same for simultaneous submissions. All selections will immediately appear on The Original Van Gogh’s Ear Anthology site. Actual publication is planned for Autumn, 2014. A friendly cover note of introduction is always appreciated. Please send submissions or any questions to Tina Hall at thall2@highland.net

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Ian Ayres at the grave of Vincent Van Gogh

*The Original Van Gogh’s Ear Anthology Collection

Critically acclaimed, each volume features prose, poetry & art from all walks of life everywhere in the world!

In 2002, Ian Ayres founded this international anthology series that brings together the most innovative prose, poetry and art by major talents and discovered prodigies from around the globe. Based in Paris, France and published in conjunction with Allen Ginsberg’s Committee on Poetry in New York, Van Gogh’s Ear breaks new ground by introducing a community of poets, novelists, artists, political activists, celebrity legends, and never-before-heard voices from all walks of life whose work stems from the traditional to the experimental, daring, thought-provoking, and imaginative. Distributed and sold throughout the United States, Canada, Europe, South Africa and Australia, this internationally acclaimed seven-volume series has become an affluent resource for universities, teachers, students and readers alike. Include Van Gogh’s Ear in your collection today!

Featuring the works of: John Ashbery, Amiri Baraka, Margaret Atwood, John Gilmore, Sonia Sanchez, Billy Collins, Leonard Cohen, Quentin Crisp, Marilyn Monroe, Charles Manson, James Dean, Joyce Carol Oates, Norman Mailer, Yoko Ono, Paul Auster, Sapphire, John Updike, Susan Howe, Edmund White, Tony Curtis, Taslima Nasreen, Xaviera Hollander, Serge Gainsbourg, Gary Snyder, Antler, John Wieners, Maya Angelou, Aram Saroyan, Felice Picano, Patricia Nell Warren, Quentin Crisp, Ted Berrigan, Alice Notley, Robert Creeley, Lawrence Ferlinghetti, Mamie Van Doren, Allen Ginsberg, Andrew Holleran, Dennis Cooper, Tom Raworth, Thich Nhat Hanh, William S. Burroughs, and many more!

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The original Van Gogh’s Ear is back!

Vincent Van Gogh

Allen Ginsberg inspired the Van Gogh’s Ear Anthology Series for allowing complete creative freedom to everyone everywhere from all walks of life. All languages welcome. There is no censorship. Do your own thing. This is your creation. Dare to be different!

Founded by Ian Ayres, Van Gogh’s Ear: Best World Poetry, Prose & Art is an international anthology series based in Paris, France and published in conjunction with Allen Ginsberg’s Committee on Poetry in New York City. Since its debut in 2002, Van Gogh’s Ear has gained considerable acclaim for its eclecticism and publishing such legends as Marilyn Monroe, James Dean, Yoko Ono, John Gilmore, Xaviera Hollander, Serge Gainsbourg, Taslima Nasreen, Edmund White, Maya Angelou, Thich Nhat Hanh, William S. Burroughs and a great many more renowned poets, novelists, political activists, alongside never-before-heard voices from every walk of life in all parts of the world. Van Gogh’s Ear is now breaking new ground through an innovative community of poets, novelists, artists, political activists, celebrity legends, and never-before-heard/seen artists whose work stems from the traditional to the experimental, daring, thought-provoking, and imaginative. Distributed throughout the United States, Canada, Europe, South Africa and Australia, this internationally acclaimed anthology series has become an affluent resource for universities, teachers, students and readers alike.

We sincerely hope you enjoy the new site and are always seeking all things creative, daring and brutally…honest. If you are interested in contributing your works or have any further questions please email Tina Ayres at thall2@highland.net. Thank you!

Tina Ayres (aka Tina Hall)

Tina Ayres (aka Tina Hall)

Van Gogh’s Ear inspired by Allen Ginsberg

Allen Ginsberg

“The idea for starting an international anthology of prose, poetry and art from people of all walks of life, everywhere in the world, began with Allen Ginsberg. He said creativity is a great way to bring people together. We discussed giving a chance to never-before-known talents by publishing them alongside the famous. He said everyone’s a genius. It’s just a matter of how one’s genius is expressed. Since Allen was the inspiration for the anthology series, it seemed only right to read through all of the contents of Allen Ginsberg’s Collected Poems 1947-1980 for a title. When my eyes landed on his poem ‘Death to Van Gogh’s Ear,’ I immediately knew. The poem begins: ‘Poet is Priest / Money has reckoned the soul of America.’ Those first two lines pretty much sum up what the poem is about. And it was written in Paris, December 1957. I knew then that Van Gogh’s Ear would be the anthology’s title.”     ~ Ian Ayres, creator of the original Van Gogh’s Ear Anthology Series

Ian Ayres & Allen Ginsberg in Paris, March 1996. Photo by Eric Ellena.

Information on past volumes that appeared in print:

VAN GOGH’S EAR: VOLUME ONE

ISBN: 978-2-914853-00-2

Volume one of Van Gogh’s Ear primarily focuses on poetry characterized by experimentation with form, a revitalized interest in the lyric, and journeys into daring realms of imagination. Among the book’s many highlights you’ll find Joyce Carol Oates’s intense prose poem of sex and murder “Erotic Fantasy in Fast Forward”; Victor Bockris’s haunting, prophetic poem “New York City Footsteps”-written just five days before 9/11; Susan Howe’s “The Chair”, which achieves a rare synthesis of linguistic rigor and humor; “Labor: A company job”, the last poem John Wieners ever wrote-includedis a letter by him (in his writing)about the poem; plus Rod Smith’s “Junkspace Canto”, a canto as tremblingly accurateas the jab of a needle, with perceptions wound into a jagged sweet music like a gypsy violin.

Contributors: Shane Allison, Beth Anderson, Bruce Andrews, Mary Angeline, Antler, Louis Armand, Ian Ayres, Amiri Baraka, Margo Berdeshevsky, Bill Berkson, Anselm Berrigan, Edmund Berrigan, Ted Berrigan, Victor Bockris, Mary Burger, David Caddy, Tom Clark, Andrei Codrescu, Ira Cohen, Robert Creeley, Quentin Crisp, Dave Cunliffe, Albert Flynn DeSilver, Diane di Prima, Edward Dorn, Jennifer Dunbar Dorn, Buck Downs, Kari Edwards, Lawrence Ferlinghetti, Ethan Gilsdorf, Allen Ginsberg, Robert Glück, Marilyn Hacker, Linda Healey,Lynne Hjelmgaard, Anselm Hollo, Amy Holman,Paul Hoover, Susan Howe, Christopher Ide, Lisa Jarnot, David Lehman, Lyn Lifshin, Brendan Lorber, Bill Luoma, Gerard Malanga, Michael McClure, Wendy Mulford, Eileen Myles, Hoa Nguyen, Michelle Noteboom, Alice Notley, Joyce Carol Oates, Frank O’Hara, Douglas Oliver, Peter Orlovsky, Ron Padgett, Molly Peacock, Sarah Petlin, Simon Pettet, Bob Rosenthal, Jerome Rothenberg, Leslie Scalapino, Sozan Schellin, Andrew Schelling, Susan M. Schultz, Leonard Schwartz, Charley Shively, Eleni Sikelianos, Iain Sinclair, Dale Smith, Rod Smith, Edwin Torres, John Updike, Jean Valentine, Roberta Vellvé, Anne Waldman, Phillip Ward, Chocolate Waters, Philip Whalen, John Wieners

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VAN GOGH’S EAR: VOLUME TWO

ISBN-10: 2914853017

ISBN-13: 978-2914853019

Volume two of Van Gogh’s Ear, with its cover painting by Vincent van Gogh, offers a knock-out array of fresh, exciting poems—Beat, Slam, Nuyorican, Experimental, you name it-by such daring poets as Peter Orlovsky, Gayle Danley-Dooley, Pedro Pietri, and the list goes on. The result is a dynamic volume chock-full of the verve and artistry of a new millennium of poetry. You’ll experience Bob Perelman’s “Writing Time With Quotes“, showing he can keep more themes and images active simultaneously in a reader’s imagination than almost any other poet alive; Paul Auster’s “Notes From a Composition Book”, a poem that challenges our concepts of what is real and what is word; Dennis Cooper’s chilling “A Symphony of Confusion for the People I Killed” and “The Theorist has No Samba!” by Edwin Torres, selected from this volume for inclusion in Best American Poetry 2004.

Contributors:

Sam Abrams, Dannie Abse, Guillaume IX d’Acquitaine, Louis Armand, John Ashbery, Paul Auster, Ian Ayres, Charles Baudelaire, Bill Berkson, Charles Bernstein, Anselm Berrigan, Robin Blaser, Lee Ann Brown, Dennis Cooper, David Cope, Quentin Crisp, Gayle Danley-Dooley, Michael Dennison, Albert Flynn DeSilver, Jennifer K. Dick, Linh Dinh, Gordon Downie, Kari Edwards, Mark Ewert, Ruth Fainlight, Lawrence Ferlinghetti, Susan Fox, Allen Ginsberg, Sara Goodman, Thich Nhat Hanh, Alamgir Hashmi, Linda Healey, Lyn Hejinian, Amy Hollowell, Amy Holman, Bob Holman, D. J. Huppatz, Michael Huxley, Fred Johnston, Nikki d. Katherine, Eliot Katz, John Kinsella, Lisa Lubasch, Gerard Malanga, Robert Marx, Pansy Maurer-Alvarez, Michael McClure, Tracey McTague, Sylvia Miles, Drew Milne, Marilyn Monroe,Eileen Myles, Alice Notley, Joyce Carol Oates, Ulick O’Connor, Joe Okonkwo, Peter Orlovsky, Jena Osman, Bob Perelman, Felice Picano, Pedro Pietri, Diane di Prima, Tom Raworth, Bob Rosenthal, Michael Rothenberg, Sapphire, Sozan Schellin, Leonard Schwartz, Sudeep Sen, Ron Silliman, W. D. Snodgrass, Gary Snyder, Onna Solomon, Sparrow, William Strangmeyer, Todd Swift,Eileen Tabios, Judith Taylor, Thomas R. Thorpe, Nicole Tomlinson, Edwin Torres, John Updike, Phillip Ward, Philip Whalen, George Whitman, Zhang Er

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VAN GOGH’S EAR: VOLUME THREE

ISBN: 978-2-914853-02-6

Volume three of Van Gogh’s Ear is a groundbreaking collection of poems from five continents celebrating the erotic spirit in all of its forms. From the passion of sexual desire to the intense longing for spiritual union, this extraordinary bon voyage turns each page of Van Gogh’s Ear 3 into an exciting discovery. Among the many memorable works included are “And Have You Been Forgotten“, a far-reaching poem by one of the most challenging and engaging radical female poets at work today, Alice Notley; “Holy Drag“, by John Rechy, dares peek into the sacristy during changing time for a high Mass presided over by the Cardinal in Rome; Carolyn Cassady’s controversial letter on poetry; “If This is Love” and “Hako” are imaginative, piercing poems by Yoko Ono that appear with two of her intimate Franklin Summer drawings. Other impressive drawings, one by Allen Ginsberg, are also included in this landmark anthology.

Contributors:

Dannie Abse, David Amram, Bruce Andrews, Antler, Louis Armand, Rae Armantrout, Ian Ayres, Amiri Baraka, Elizabeth Bartlett, Dawn-Michelle Baude, Barbara Beck, Bruce Benderson, Eric Bentley, Margo Berd,Jim Carrol, Carolyn Cassady, Emily Claman, Lynette Cloutier, Susan Cody, Holly Crawford, Quentin Crisp, Michel Delville, Linh Dinh, Kari Edwards, James A. Emanuel, Betsy Fagin, Lawrence Ferlinghetti, Marilyn Yvonne Ford, Susan Fox, John Gilmore, Allen Ginsberg, Stephen Gray, Barbara Guest, Sandra Guy, Keith Haring, Herbert Huncke, Michael Huxley, Guy Kettelhack, Thomas Kinsella, James Kirkup, Le Comte de Lautréamont, Denise Levertov, Lyn Lifshin, Brendan Lorber, Raymond Luczak, Norman Mailer, Susan Maurer, Tana McCarthy, Janet McDonald, Sharon Mesmer, Sylvia Miles, Yaroslav Slava”Mogutin, Marilyn Monroe, Thom Nickels, Alice Notley, Joyce Carol Oates, Ulick O’Connor, Edgar Oliver, Yoko Ono, Sarah Petlin, Felice Picano, Jeff Poniewaz, Diane di Prima, John Rechy, Bob Rosenthal, Michael Rothenberg, Sapphire, Lawrence Schimel, Moe Seager, Chris Stroffolino, Eileen Tabios, Thomas R. Thorpe, John Updike, Roberta Vellvé, Anne Waldman, Phillip Ward, Karen Weiser,  Evan Calder Williams, A. D. Winans,Florencio Yllana,Fay Zwicky

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VAN GOGH’S EAR: VOLUME FOUR

 ISBN: 978-2-914853-03-3

Volume four of Van Gogh’s Ear: Best World Poetry and Prose is now to be experienced! A powerful poem for peace by one of the great voices of contemporary literature, Maya Angelou, seizes the soul; Margaret Atwood’s insightful, often amusing essay on poetics inspires; Beat legend Carolyn Cassady’s intriguing new prose piece explores the energies that create and sustain all life; a high-speed letter from Beat icon Neal Cassady sweeps one away with his thoughts on Intellect and the arts; acclaimed renaissance man Leonard Cohen’s poem excites both the imagination and emotions; James Dean’s hardhitting poem gives a brutal glimpse into the acidic mixture of love and hate the legendary actor had for his father (a scan of Dean’s actual poem appears with photos from a private collection); John Gilmore’s snuff poem for Elizabeth Short “The Kiss of the Black Dahlia” churns the blood; Norman Mailer’s tasty “If Poetry Is The Food” will not only have you salivating for more, but on an inward journey beyond flesh and bone; Bangladesh poet Taslima Nasrin, who had to flee her country following death threats by Islamic fanatics, contributed a poem which reveals much through the rape of two young sisters who are ordered by a judge to be whipped in public for speaking out against the man who raped them; Yoko Ono’s piercing “Maybe I Was Too Young” and lovely “A Rose is A Rose is A Rose” appear with one of her intimate Franklin Summer drawings; Sue Russell shatters the Hollywood portrayal of serial killer Aileen Wuornos in the movie Monster with her probing essay. There’s also Sonia Sanchez’s startling poem about a mother torn between love for her 7-year-old daughter and addiction to crack; Irish poet Eabhan Ní Shuileabháin’s intense journey into the minds of the main people involved in executing a criminal at the time of execution; and even more powerful work by Tony Curtis, Joyce Carol Oates, C. K. Williams, Diane di Prima, John Updike, Daisy Zamora, Michael Rothenberg, Joanne Kyger, Tess Gallagher, Richard Kostelanetz, Marc Smith, Alice Notley, J. T. LeRoy, Aram Saroyan, Billy Collins, in total 91 great talents. After reading this landmark anthology, you’ll feel as if you’d lived intensely in the skins of many different people in different parts of the world. Highly recommended as a rich resource for teachers and a library basic.

 Contributors:

Maya Angelou, Shamsul Arefin, Colin Askey, Margaret Atwood, Michelle Auerbach, Elizabeth Ayres, Ian Ayres, Joe Bacal, Amanda Bay, Itzhak Ben-Arieh, David Bergman, Bill Berkson, J. J. Blickstein, Pat Brien, Mary Burger, Carolyn Cassady, Neal Cassady, Andrei Codrescu, Leonard Cohen, Billy Collins, Caitlin Condell, Holly Crawford, Victor Hernández Cruz, Dave Cunliffe, Tony Curtis, Jen Dalton, Andrew Darlington, James Dean, Albert Flynn DeSilver, Peter James Drew, Jordan Essoe, Lawrence Ferlinghetti, Marilyn Yvonne Ford, Gloria Frym, Tess Gallagher, Marcene Gandolfo, John Gilmore, John Giorno, David Helwig, Jill Hill, Marie Houzelle, Scott Hutchison, Michael Huxley, Brendan Kennelly, Galway Kinnell, Richard Kostelanetz, Richard Krech, Joanne Kyger, J. T. LeRoy, Lyn Lifshin, Mark Lipman, Ken Mackenzie, Jayanta Mahapatra, Norman Mailer, Randall Mann, Sylvia Miles, Laure Millet, Taslima Nasreen, Thom Nickels, Alice Notley, Joyce Carol Oates, Tommy Frank O’Connor, Nessa O’Mahony, Yoko Ono, Lisa Pasold, Barbara Philipp, Kristin Prevallet, Diane di Prima, Terry Rentzepis, Bob Rosenthal, Barney Rosset, Michael Rothenberg, Carol Rumens, Sue Russell, Sonia Sanchez, Aram Saroyan, Larry Sawyer, Eabhan Ní Shuileabháin, Donny Smith, Marc Smith, Carolyn Stoloff, Nelson Sullivan, Mark Terrill, John Updike, Gerard Van der Leun, François Villon, Lina ramona Vitkauskas, Phillip Ward, Karen Weiser, C. K. Williams, Daisy Zamora, Harriet Zinnes

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VAN GOGH’S EAR: THE CELEBRITY EDITION (Volume Five)

ISBN-10: 2914853076

ISBN-13: 978-2914853071

“Congratulations on one wild issue!” — Billy Collins

Van Gogh’s Ear: The Celebrity Edition, which is volume 5, celebrates art, poetry, and the ultimate sex goddess of the 20th century, Marilyn Monroe. There’s a one-act play by Joyce Carol Oates that brings to life Marilyn’s posing for the nude calendar shot, new insights from Marilyn biographer Sarah Churchwell, plus never-before-revealed Marilyn memories by her personal masseur, Ralph Roberts, friend John Gilmore, and others who actually knew her. More exciting highlights are memoirs by movie stars and celebrities such as Tony Curtis, Mamie Van Doren, Sylvia Miles, and Xaviera Hollander. Not to mention the many renowned poets, novelists, cultural icons and political activists also included in this truly international collection with contributors from Australia, India, Dubai, Italy, Spain, South Africa, Canada, the USA, Ireland, England, France, Holland, Germany, Finland, Serbia, etc. Volume 5 of Van Gogh’s Ear addresses taboo, politics and the human condition from every walk of life. Plus there’s a compelling letter from Patricia Nell Warren, author of best-selling novel The Front Runner , in which she warns about the negation of free speech and the rise of fascism in the USA. And a scan of a recent prison letter from Charles Manson, in which he expresses concern about what’s happening to the planet, tells of how he’s treated in prison, as well as how he feels about his fame and the exploitation of him in the music scene. Volume 5 is an odyssey through cultural landscapes, revealing more about our times than any internet news-source or guru ever has. Exhibiting paintings that honor the life and times of Marilyn Monroe by such artists as Demetrie Kabbaz, Werner Horvath, and Tony Curtis, this collection is a must for Marilyn fans everywhere. Due to nudes, however, along with explicit works by the world’s most daring writers, i.e., the Marquis de Sade, a “Parental Advisory” warning appears on the cover.

Featured Contributors:

Franklin Abbott, Shane Allison, Antler, Jorge Artajo, Ian Ayres, Joe Bacal, Dawn-Michelle Baude, Barbara Beck, Guy R. Beining, Kimberly Biggers, Gojko Bozovic, J. R. Brady, Rolf Dieter Brinkman, Pam Brown, Michael Brownstein, Peter Cherney, Sarah Churchwell, Billy Collins, Dennis Cooper, Barbara Costa, Holly Crawford, Quentin Crisp, Tony Curtis, William Curtis, Jen Dalton, Albert Flynn DeSilver, DML, Eduard Escoffet, Landis Everson, Marcus Ewert, Marilyn Yvonne Ford, Serge Gainsbourg, Maureen Gallagher, Johnny Gevalia, John Gilmore, John Giorno, Daphne Gottlieb, Stephen Gray, J. Kenneth Grider, Andreas Gripp, Jane Hathaway, Michael Hathaway, Trebor Healey, Thomas M. Herndon, Lynette S’phiwe Hlongwane, Xaviera Hollander, Paul Hoover, Werner Horvath, Justice Howard, Gary Indiana, Fred Johnston, Demetrie Kabbaz , Kit Kennedy, Romella D’Ore Kitchens, John Kliphan, Aki Lehtinen, Linda Lerner, J. T. LeRoy, Lyn Lifshin, Jason Lynn, Jayanta Mahapatra, Norman Mailer, Charles Manson, Lori A. May, Ben Mazer, Gabrielle McIntire, Sharon Mesmer, Robin Metz, Sylvia Miles, Peter Minter, Pete Mullineaux, Eileen Myles, Thom Nickels, Joyce Carol Oates, Ulick O’Connor, Molly Peacock, Daniel Pendergrass, Robert Peters, Felice Picano, Jane Piirto, Jennifer Pinard, Wayne Ray, Dee Rimbaud, Ralph Roberts, Bob Rosenthal, Lauren Russell, Albert Russo, Marquis de Sade, Aram Saroyan, Richard Siken, Mark Terrill, Paul Trachtenberg, John Updike, Mamie Van Doren, Phillip Ward, Patricia Nell Warren, Lewis Warsh, Regina Weinreich, Janean Williams, A. D. Winans, Saint James Harris Wood, Jeffrey Cyphers Wright, Gerald Zipper

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VAN GOGH’S EAR: THE LOVE EDITION (Volume Six)

ISBN: 978-2-914853-09-5

From the earliest records in the Western tradition of poetry, throughout the classical period and during the Middle Ages, spanning the Renaissance, the Enlightenment and beyond, romantic love has been the obsessive object of poetic attentions. However, modern and postmodern poets tend to avoid writing about love, focusing instead on political, social and theoretical terrains.

When Dawn-Michelle Baude took on the job of guest-editing the sixth edition of the internationally acclaimed poetry anthology Van Gogh’s Ear, she deliberately chose love as her theme in order to challenge this modern poetic system in which the vocabularies for alienation and violence have outstripped those of attachment and affection.

More than seventy cutting edge poets from around the globe have answered Dawn-Michelle Baude’s call for poems about love. Van Goghs Ear 6: The Love Edition takes the throbbing pulse of love now, in 2009, in countries around the world. Sexual, romantic, altruistic, fetishistic, Platonic, political, happenstance and all the rest – the poems and prose in this edition are vital, and, in abrupt contrast to the foundational irony of postmodernism, even sincere. The writers engagement with the topics ranges from the subtle to the overt, the off-hand to the engaged, just like in life.

Contributors:

Etel Adnan, Greg Bachar, Aaron Belz, Guy Bennett, Pierre Bismuth, Jean-Luc Blanc, Charles Borkhuis , Kate Braverman, Lee Ann Brown, Robert Chrysler, Julia Connor, Andrei Codrescu, Joel Craig, Carl Miller Daniels, Jean Day, Patrick Dillon, Trisha Donnelly , Yan Duyvendak, Amanda Earl, Daniela Elza, Mia Enell, Michael Farrell, Alex L. Ferguson, Bonny Finberg, Kathleen Fraser, Gloria Frym, Vidya Gastaldon, Robert Glûck, Susy Gómez, E. Tracy Grinnell, Fabrice Gygi, Brenda Hillman, Anselm Hollo, Alexander Jorgensen, Ken Kagami, Aryan Kaganof, Amin Khan, Artus de Lavilléon, Joseph Lease, Shannon Lucy, Bernhard Martin, Clay McCann, Rob McLennan, David Meltzer, Michelle Miller, Laura Moriarty, Mryzk & Moriceau, Jennifer Moxley, Laura Mullen, Mel Nichols, Michelle Noteboom, Amy O’Neil, Ethan Paquin, Simon Pettet, Raymond Pettibon, Kristin Prevallet, Stephen Ratcliffe, Tom Raworth, Sarah Riggs, Didier Rittener, Eléna Rivera, Elizabeth Robinson, Steve Rodefer, Anna-Laure Sacriste, Hiroe Saeki, Leonard Schwartz, Alain Séchas, Jim Shaw, Rod Smith, Laura Solomon, Cole Swenson, Mark Tardi, John Tranter, Serdar Turkeli, Pierre Vadi, Jean-Luc Verna, Rosmarie Waldrop, Andrew Zawacki

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VAN GOGH’S EAR: THE SUPERNATURAL EDITION (Volume Seven)

ISBN: 978-2-914853-118

The seventh and final edition of the Van Gogh’s Ear anthology, “The Supernatural Edition,” focuses on works featuring the weird, wonderful, imaginary, and thoroughly supernatural. Full of stories, poems, artwork, and various creative essays, the culmination of the Van Gogh’s Ear anthology is anything but a smooth, predictable ride; rather, the range of styles and themes sweeps the reader away, promising an unforgettable experience. The ‘supernatural’ theme appears both overtly and subtly, in spirituality and imagination, in experiences both real and ethereal. Edited by Felice Picano, this volume features works by an international contingent of authors, including Jorge Artajo, Camille Feinberg, Fern C.Z. Carr, Samuel Ace, Saint James Harris Wood, Edmund White, Imani Tolliver, McArthur Gunther, Steven Reigns, Reginald T. Jackson, and Jayanta Mahapatra. Particular treats include a social commentary by Plutarch, a short story by Turkish writer Serdar Türkeli, and a nonfiction piece about riding on Juan Peron’s coffin by travel journalist Michael Luongo.

Featured Contributors:

Franklin Abbott , Samuel Ace , Dominic Ambrose , Apollonious of Rhodes , Rob Arnold , Ian Ayres , Margo Berdechevsky, Perry Brass, Jason Cant, Fern G.Z.Carr, M. Christian, Robert Cole, David Gerrold, Corey Green, Richard Halperin, Trebor Healey, Walter Hollander, Andrew Holleran, Reginald T. Jackson, Daniel M. Jaffe, Michael Luongo, Jayanta Mahapatra, Jeff Mann, Austin McCarron, Gunther McArthur, Carlos T. Mock, Felice Picano, Jerry Pyle, Plutarch, Steven Reigns, Charles Silverstein, Matthew Silverstein, D.N. Simmers, T.M. Spirit, Imani Tolliver, Paul Trachtenberg, Serdar Turkeli, Edmund White, Terry Wolverton, Saint James Harris Wood…

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