“For The Roses: For Joni Mitchell” by Lyn Lifshin

Portrait Of Joni Mitchell

FOR THE ROSES

For Joni Mitchell

I think of her watching the
last rose petals on a
day like today, say deep
August, browning like
an old rubber doll
she might have left
in an attic in Canada.
I think of her pressing
skin against glass, a sense
of summertime falling,
that sense of fall
that  that Sylvia Plath
wrote of. Or maybe some
freeze frame of what
is going, moving on.
I see her pale arms,
sea mist velvet jeans
hugging hips that
never will not be boyish.
In the wind, gone
voices move close
to her cheek bones. In
this frame she could be in
a fancy 30’s gown. Some
thing is raw, some thing
is broken. It has to be
a full moon
etching black water.
She has to know that
from what is torn
and scarred, some
thing almost too
exquisitely beautiful
is already stirring,
some thing dark
as coal becoming
diamond, insistent,
dying to be born

An Interview with Bob Lizarraga

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Bob Lizarraga is known for his unique take on monsters. Mixing classic horror elements and caricature in a way that appeals to fans of all ages has led to his work for such iconic companies as Warner Brothers Animation, Universal Cartoon Studio, Comedy Central, Nickelodeon, and Famous Monsters of Filmland magazine to name a few.

What were you like as a child? Do you think growing up where you did gave you an advantage when it came to pursuing your interests at an early age?

I’ve always been thankful for growing up in California, and having a mother that liked horror movies! She used to watch them with me, so I think the atmosphere was “safe” for me to watch scary flicks. Plus, I found monsters and grotesqueries immensely fascinating. I wonder what I would have been interested in if it hadn’t been for TV, which had an abundance of weirdness!

Did you always have an active imagination? Do you think that comes in handy in your line of work?

Oh yes–  my siblings were much older than me so my imagination grew as I spent a good amount of time alone. I had many friends, but I also enjoyed my own company…

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What first sparked your interest in horror? What was the first movie that really spoke to you? Do you remember what your first favorite character was?

My earliest influences were the movies on TV—they always played the Universal classics, and there were horror-show hosts as well. Crime stories and lurid Mexican melodramas were always on—one of my earliest drawings was a man under a white sheet with a bloody knife sticking out his chest. I saw that in some film. Thanks for not sending me away, ma!

Why do you think monsters have always held such appeal for the masses?

In my opinion, humans are fascinated with ALL aspects of living (and dying), and monsters and dark subject matter are needed to help gauge what is “nice” or “good”. Many cultures teach only the “good”, which of course makes the “bad” a tantalizing subject matter. Plus, some creative types just can’t resist a great grotesque visage.

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Why do you think the horror films of the past seemed more substantial than the ones made today? Do you think it is fair to say that their characters had more personality than those found in today’s films?

I’m a bit biased because I grew up with the Universal monsters, for example, but yes, The Frankenstein Monster, The Hunchback, and The Wolfman all had pathos—they were trapped by their circumstances, or didn’t ask to be shunned by the villagers. Mr. Hyde, The Mummy, Dracula and even The Creature had human frailties, and were just trying to exist in much the same way a dangerous animal would.

Do you think with the passing of so many of the legends of Horror that the genre is going to suffer?

I’m not really sure- it all depends on who wants to carry the torch (heh) for what went before. I work a couple of conventions during the year, and it’s so cool to see up and coming young creators who really “get” what the old school horror was all about.

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Are illustration and animation things you took up early on or did you develop that later on?

I always drew, but I didn’t really figure out what I wanted to do (creatively) until in my late twenties.

Who are some of your favorite artists?

Whoa–  it’s a LONG list! But I have to say the biggest influences on me were Basil Gogos, Mort Drucker, Jack Davis, (and all the MAD artists), Comic book artists like Jack Kirby (he drew great monsters).

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When did you first know it would be your career?

What IS a career, anyway? (laughs)I love working in animation design, but not all those types of jobs allow for creative expression. So I “feed the ‘gators” by finding the time for my own brand of weirdness.

What advice would you offer others wishing to pursue the dream of working in the artworld?

Pursue your own creative expression (draw or paint whatever the hell you want) and if you’re lucky, people will hire you to do more. But we work to live, so remind yourself that the not-so-fun-jobs are there to carry you to the next chapter.

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How does it feel to see your work being used by some of the top companies in the industry?

Its an ego-stroke for sure, and a validation of my work. I am in gratitude to those who feel my work has value…

How does it feel to be able to do what you love for a living?

It feels pretty good, thanks. George Burns said to try and love what you do for a living- he couldn’t wait to get out on the stage, and the icing on the cake was the money he made doing it.

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What do you think is key to a life well lived?

What’s that saying? —“Living well is the best revenge”. I like that. Again, I try to make time for all aspects: art, entertainment, work, love, friends, fun.

What would you say is the best advice anyone ever gave you?

A wise old animation designer once told me “Don’t let the bastards get ya down”.

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Do you have a dream project you’d most like to see come to completion?

Oh, man—so many. I’d like to do some short films, giant paintings, and throw a huge Halloween party.

Anything you’d like to say in before you go?

Just a big thanks for being interested in my work! Cheers~

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For more information on the works of Bob Lizarraga, or to purchase prints or original works please see:

http://www.lizarraga.net/

http://www.boblizarraga.com/

http://boblizarraga.blogspot.com/

An Interview with Tim Minear

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Tim Minear is best known for his work as an executive producer on American Horror Story, for which he was nominated for two Emmy Awards. He has also worked on such shows as Firefly, Angel, Lois and Clark, X-Files, and Wonderfalls among others.

As someone who grew up as one of those kids who made movies with their friends, do you still enjoy seeing your creations come to life as much as you did then? What does it feel like to see your ideas come to life on screen?

When it comes close to what’s in your head, it’s amazing. Though in the last couple of years my best friend and I had all our super 8 movies preserved digitally. Going through that stuff was the most thrilling thing. Our childhoods from about 8 years old to mid twenties was all right there. It’s like having a time machine.

You also frequented Science Fiction conventions from the age of 12. How does it feel to participate in them now? How have they changed the most over the years?

Well, they’ve become big business. And I say to that — yay! The sheer weight of Comic Con is mind blowing. But I sort of love that. I won an audience award at Comic Con for one of my super 8 films when I was 16. I think the entire con fit into one screening room and one dealers room with actual comics being the main enterprise. As far as being on panels and such — so much fun. But more fun once the panel is done and I get to walk the con and be a fanboy geeking out.

How would you say you have changed most since then?

Now I can afford to buy shit. When I’m at a con, I feel almost exactly the same.

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When I first asked you what you considered to be the defining moment in your career you said you’d let me know when you get there? Do you think you have gotten there yet?

I will keep you posted. Though if I were to be honest, I’d say to this point, the defining moment was when I told Joss I wanted to direct and he said yes. But that if I failed I couldn’t get mad and quit writing the show. That was the most wonderful way of him taking every bit of pressure off of me — he was giving me permission to screw it all up, but in such a way that almost guaranteed that I wouldn’t. Screw it up, I mean.

What do you think is key to a life well lived?

Remember that other people are people and treating them accordingly. Also, to strive to do the things you don’t want to do. Happiness and fun are not the same thing.

How does it feel to be making a living doing what you love? What do you hope your viewers take away from various works?

I’m grateful. I hope that with what we do we can invite viewers into a world and allow them to feel some ownership in it.

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As someone who likes to read a lot, what do you think it takes to make a story a great one? Who are some of your authors?

Great characters, simply. Shakespeare is everything. But when I was a kid, Michael Moorecock, Harlin Ellison, Ray Bradbury, Twain, Fitzgerald.

What do you think of the success American Horror Story has enjoyed? What can fans look forward to in the next season?

I’m happy to once again be associated with something unusual. And I’m really proud that AHS has really been on the cutting edge of making the limited series something viable.

Do you have a dream project you’d most like to bring into existence?

Working on it now. Fingers crossed.

For a Super 8 compilation of the early works of Tim Minear please see: https://vimeo.com/103107102

“Lakes Above Thunders” by Hima Bindu Kopally

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Lakes Above Thunders

So, have you seen his reflection across the lake?
The lake of harmony fleeting with benevolence.
Did you see the glint of lightning in his eye?
A tortuous smile and a thunderous influence.

The over-the-roof heart beat only made things worse,
not knowing how to deal with the transits yet.
The lake was quite a crossing if a must.
For, it had marked a region of his personality’s fret.

Did you ever put down the phone?
Only to believe no more
And ghoul over the memoirs
Over the photographic mind place and rooms?

A mic for the night
and the silence apart shriveled anesthesia.
Shred light so much!
But the darkness overpowered the looming love of euphoria.

A moment before holding hope;
after, felt sorts of a doomed loop.
Indeed the lake had power,
Causing an arrhythmia to the tower.

For the lightning struck the eye,
the thunder met the ears
And struck the lake too
Which shocked the towering man of boon

The moon shone, like an embodiment
of raw strings of woven wool.
It had more than two Souls fighting
under and above its witnessing light’s mull.

The lake, once a stranger
Stood still with bare raw emotion.
An Icy and unfiltered harangue broker
drenched the clouds of passion.

Guess the lake, will you?
Imagine the lake, shall you?
Now, visualize it in front of you.
It’s her, adorned in the tradition red of hue.

A man and a woman?
Was it the Greek Zeus and Eurynome you thought of?
Or of Roman mythology, or wait Egyptian?
Nature and mortals, fits and sorts of?

Nevertheless!

She, the lake
Drew an aura of iconoclastic love.
She, the lake
Gave him that reflection of merging above.

“Destiny” by Trivarna Hariharan

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Destiny

some days,
when the ashes on the gold plate
that lies on a dust-covered shelf
are all that are left as souvenirs
of the warmth that once used to be;
and you don’t mind staring at them
for hours together,
you wonder if there is a reason at all-
a justification for all of this,
for everything that you have been through,
are going through,
and if destiny is just another myth that makes life
easier.

What if there’s no reason, none at all?

What if we are just a random collection of events?

What if all of this doesn’t matter?

Would we care?
Should we?

An Interview with Nelson Braswell

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Virginia native Nelson Braswell discovered the love of music at an early age. A self-taught vocalist, guitarist, and bass player he has had the opportunity to open for acts like Ratt, Dokken, and others. Over the years his work has appeared on five various albums, most recently he can be found on Potomac Records. The two newest singles Roll With It and Devil’s Playground are available from there now.

What was it like growing up in Virginia? How did that affect who you are as a person?

It was as typical as living anywhere else, I guess. As a kid, we moved a lot, due to my step father being a truck driver. So I, at a young age, was frequently the new kid in school, until my early teens when we finally settled down. In Virginia, I experienced city and country living growing up. I worked hard and played hard…music, work, hot rods, and outdoor activities.

Why do you think you chose to stay there?

I have a long history of roots in Virginia. I have several generations that have lived there, and it has been home and felt like home after all of these years. I did live in Jacksonville, FL for a while and have done a lot of travelling over the years, so I have been able to see a large portion of the United States. And we all have to live somewhere, right? Wherever you go, there you are.

The music scene there seems very tight knit, why do you think that is? Do you think it is a good thing to have so much support?

I think the music scene can be tight here because we all run in the same music circles some good, some bad (laughs), but mainly because we are all trying to be heard as artists, and there is strength in numbers. It is a good thing to have a good foundation of people who believe in you and share some of your same dreams and goals whether they come true or not.

Do you happen to remember what your very first favorite song was?

I would have to say, Jimi Hendrix’s version of Bob Dylan’s, All Along the Watchtower. Keep in mind, this was the early 70’s. I was blown away by his guitar work the first time I heard it and wore several albums out, one of which I still have today in Mint condition.

Who are some of your earliest influences?

Of course, Jimi Hendrix, Paul Rodgers and Bad Company, Led Zepplin, Thin Lizzy, Montrose with Sammy Hagar on vocals, Sammy Hagar in any project, David Coverdale and Whitesnake, Deep Purple, Lynryd Skynyrd, and I could go on and on forever.

What led to you deciding to teach yourself to play? What would you say is the most challenging issues faced when doing that?

I started playing as a teenager before I could drive, so the desire to want to play is what led me because the drive was so deep at an early age. When first starting out, the ability to grasp the technical aspects of it on your own can be difficult, but I relied a lot on ear, heart, and soul. As the years went by I was able to pick up more on the theory aspect, and I learned so much from playing with older, more experienced musicians. I still firmly rely on playing by ear, heart, and soul.

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What advice would you offer to others wishing to do the same?

Stick with it and make it become a habit. No matter how frustrated you may get. And realize you are not going to learn without practicing and experimenting with different styles and sounds. Do not let one particular influence direct your path.

What do you love most about being a musician?

Being able to relay the emotions through playing music and trying to relate those emotions to an audience or on a recording. The unity that music can bring to a group of people who know nothing about each other, but yet they still flow as one if it’s music that moves them.

How did you come to be represented by Potomac Records? Do you consider yourself lucky to have them in your corner so to speak?

I had been playing on the local scene in Virginia for many years and had put out recordings with several projects locally. I had met the President of Potomac Records, Mike Bailey, through a friend’s band who was signed with him. We started communicating and struck up a working relationship for which I am very grateful. I feel lucky that through Potomac and Mike Bailey, I have been given an avenue that I did not have until I started working with them to get my original music exposed at a higher level than I could do on my own. (Thank you, Mike)

Can you tell us a little about Roll With It and Devil’s Playground? What are the stories behind those?

Roll with It came from reflecting on certain situations in my life and what I could see in other people’s lives over a period of years. To me, it is about being faced with multiple life-changing challenges but still digging down deep to keep moving forward and rolling with the punches. Also, it’s about negative people who have the “misery loves company” mentality and try to lie and manipulate you down to their level.

Devil’s Playground came about after years on the music scene and seeing and experiencing the good and bad of the music business as well as the experience of being conned a time or two by people who want to exploit your talents for their own personal gain. Hence not becoming a part of the negative aspects of the music lifestyle and temptations that can come along with it.

What projects are you working on at the moment?

Currently, I’m writing and recording new material to be released by Potomac Records.  Also, I’ve been playing with my local band here in Virginia called Fuzzbox, along with my bandmate, Jimi Forrest, who recorded and produced Devil’s Playground, as well as played on the track. He is a man of many talents and a good friend. David Lumb plays drums for that project, and David Elmore is our bass player. My second project is an acoustic-oriented band called Long Shot. We play a wide variety of classic rock, blues, upbeat country, and some originals. My friends Dana Southern and Wes Arnold join me in this project. Both projects play out when we can, and we make a priority of doing charity events whenever there is the opportunity to help out someone in need.

Is there anything you’d like to say in closing?

I would like to thank you, Tina, for the opportunity to share my story with you and others. I also would like to thank Mike Bailey of Potomac Records for opening a door that was not open before. I would like to thank Jimi Forrest for his talents in recording and producing Devil’s Playground, and Tom Kemp for recording and producing Roll with It, as well as playing bass on the track, and I look forward to hopefully working with them again on future releases. I would like to thank my beautiful wife, Amy Lynn Braswell, for her love and support and for creating the cover artwork for both singles, as well as being the best wife and mother to our two children that I have ever hoped for. I would also like to thank anyone who has ever been supportive and appreciative of my work over the years, particularly here in my home state of Virginia.

“Fervor” by Noor Dhingra

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Fervor

You don’t see yourself in your best moments
When you’re passionate and fervent
And talking about what you love.
You don’t see yourself
When your chest rises and
To your heartbeat
Curled up and rhythmic.
You don’t see yourself reading a book
Eyes enflamed with zeal.
There’s no mirror in your way
When you’re laughing and smiling
With happiness bursting from your seams
And laughter leaking from your being.
And you don’t see yourself looking at someone
With all the care in your heart.

But don’t worry
You will find people who will take your joy
And reflect it back to you.
They will refract your own light back
Until you glow in your unabashed beauty.